I should have known
from the start,
but what could I tell
from a meet and greet,
that would result
in a journey thru hell.
Nothing I did
was good enough
for her.
And all she thought
about was her.
I remember
going out to dinner,
she started with
the names,
she called me
everything in the book.
When we got to my place,
she told me
she loved me.
(I asked her what that looked like).
She begged to stay,
so I let her have her way,
Everything was about her,
what she wanted,
where she wanted,
when she wanted,
She came first.
Of course
I was the bad guy.
Everything she accused
me of,
was something she did. (to me)
It was her blue eyes
I couldn’t see,
past.
When she told me
she had other options,
I guess that was the last
time we saw each other.
She ghosted me enough
to trick me into
staying overnight,
The last time,
I saw her,
she was her usual
hateful self,
When I left
she found the card
I placed in her purse,
It said I Love You,
I guess both of us did,
love her.